2011





I have been reading every one's New Years Resolutions on facebook and twitter and I have heard it all before.  I am also that person who used to make a resolution and keep it for a week to then go a head and go on an emotional eating binge.  Whatever, now that I am dawning my 31st birthday, I can tell you in my wise voice that this year will be different.


Each day I want to live with full passion for life.  MY life.  Everything that encompasses it also  - Family, Friends and me - just the way I am.


I will not allow people to walk all over me nor will I allow them to use me for convenience.  I will call a spade a spade and a friend a friend -- WHEN IT'S TRUE.


I will drink whenever the fuck I want - and if I want to have a bottle er...glass of wine a night --- GUESS WHAT - I will - but I wont feel guilty about it afterwards.


I am going to shed 40 lbs this year - not just in total but I will start at 1 and allow it to go from there...  This 40 pounds isn't just weight from the kids - it's 10 pounds of feelings that I have wanted and needed to shed for a long time.  It's 10 pounds of sheer laziness with a pinch of you making me feel aweful about myself or someone's thinking I am not good enough...  I can't believe I have let myself drown in this feeling for so long.  There's got to be a few pounds, so let's call it 5 - of fried foods.  5 for pizza; 5 for baked goodies and 5 for cream and sugar in my coffee.


Once this is done, I will not abuse myself mentally any longer.  I would rather slap myself in the face rather than beat myself up for something that I have no control over....


2011 is going to be a life changer folks and you are all gonna witness it!  I can't wait!!!!  I will write again and more - I will have better thoughts too because once you turn 31 you are instantly a fucking genius.  You also turn 30% hotter.  TRUE FUN FACT: once a women enters her 30's she instantly increases her stats impressively.  Her sex drive revs to a 200 mph; her skin starts to even out and she feels sexy in her own skin. But...when she turns 31 -- man oh man, it's gonna be outstanding.  Keep your eyes and ears peeled my friends.


This year is going to be EPIC.



1 comments:



Philosophia said...

Happy New Year! It most definitely will be epic for you. :)